Kenapa judul postingan kali ini "Exam's Distraction"? Alasannya:

1. Sekarang lagi masa UAS

2. Gw tiba-tiba kepikiran buat kembali blogging di saat yang sama ketika gw sedang mencoba mengumpulkan niat untuk belajar ujian besok

3. Gw menyadari kalo sebagian besar postingan gw di blog ini dibuat pas masa-masa ujian!

Okay, sebenarnya gw ga ada rencana sama sekali untuk blogging di saat-saat genting seperti ini. Tapi karena sudah lamaaaaa banget ga ngeblog, jadi mampir-mampir ke blog sendiri trus jadi pengen ngeblog lagi deh. Hehehe.

Almost 4 months since my last post. Do you miss me? #plakk

Kali ini mungkin gw cuma mau share gimana keadaan gw saat ini: Mahasiswi semester 5 yang akan menuju ke semester 6.

Kuliah semester 5 ini bener-bener hectic. Kuliah Senin-Sabtu, 28 SKS, ditambah jadwal Buddy Program (kelanjutan dari OSPEK MaBa a.k.a FEP yang gw ikutin kemarin) 2 shift per 2 minggu sekali. Tapi gw rasa semester ini belum ada apa-apanya dibanding semester 6 atau 7 nanti. Semester 6 akan disibukkan dengan Kerja Praktek & Entrepreneurship, sedangkan semester 7 akan sangatttt disibukkan oleh SKRIPSI!

Waktu benar-benar berlalu begitu cepat. Rasanya baru kemarin gw pertama kali ke Binus, pake acara nyasar-nyasar, kepanasan, foto pake jas almamater dengan penampilan seperti baru kena angin topan, nyari-nyari kostan temen yang rencananya mau ngekost bareng tapi akhirnya ga jadi karena di daerah rumah gw ada jemputan + daerah Binus yang di-judge nyokap dengan istilah 'kumuh' sehingga 2,5 tahun gw bolak-balik ke kampus tiap hari dengan jemputan yang bayarannya setara dgn harga kost plus menghabiskan waktu 3-4 jam sehari hanya untuk di jalan. Rasanya baru kemarin juga gw pertama kali ke kampus Syahdan, masuk kelas POM CBN11, kelabakan nyari kostum MaBa putih-hitam + sepatu hitam, upacara bendera di Kijang. Waktu itu gw sama sekali ga ada rencana untuk menjadi seperti mentor POM gw dulu. Tapi sekarang? Gw sudah jadi mentor POM, seminggu jaga kelas anak baru, pergi pagi pulang malam belum capek jasmani rohani tapi pengalaman itu bener-bener ga terlupakan..

Selama 1 semester juga gw harus masuk ke kelas Buddy Program, buddy-buddy gw dibagi jadi 2 kelas pula yang artinya gw harus masuk 2 shift, tapi sekarang akhirnya selesai juga..

Mungkin itu saja yang bisa gw share kali ini. Gw sama sekali tidak bermaksud pamer atau curhat ga jelas yang mungkin bisa bikin masalah, tapi tulisan gw di blog ini lebih abadi daripada tulisan di buku diary yang bisa hilang / rusak, bisa dibaca dimana-mana pula. I love to share, I love to read my own diary just to make me remember about my whole life.

Random? If you don't like my post, just close this site. Anyway, I really appreciate anyone who always follow my posts in this blog. Thank you!

See you later. I HAVE TO STUDY NOW! *stressed*

NB: Hey, it's my first post in 2011! Happy new year my blog! #gapenting

I'm back.

Kali ini gue lagi kesel n bener-bener pengen curhat tapi ga tau mesti curhat sama siapa karena anak-anak pada sibuk belajar semua. Lagi UTS sih. Dan besok ujian terakhir buat Mid-test ini.
Ya karena pikiran gue emang lagi ga fokus, harap maklum kalo bahasa di postingan kali ini agak 'beda' dari biasanya. Kekeke.

Ujian terakhir besok akhirnya akan membebaskan gue dari tekanan penderitaan liburan. Hahaha. Lucu kan? Di saat orang lain pada ngarepin liburan, gue malah ga mau liburan. Why? Karena satu alasan: liburan bikin gue jadi ga sehat. Biasanya kalo libur pasti gue malah sakit. Untungnya sih kali ini ga sampe sakit. Hahaha. Cuma sekadar sakit kepala doang sih.
Sumber penyakitnya sebenernya dari kebiasaan buruk gue kalo lagi liburan: tidur subuh, bangun siang, seharian di depan komputer, di dalem kamar seharian, cuma keluar kamar buat makan n mandi doang. Tsktsktsk. Jelek bener kan?
Mau jalan keluar rumah, panas. Jakarta lagi gila-gilaan panasnya. Ga ada temen juga. Rumah sepi. Temen gue yang nge-kost deket sini juga lagi UTS n pasti dia ga bakal mau kalo gue ajak jalan. Jadilah gue *hampir* berjamur di rumah.

Masih berkaitan sama ujian besok, komputer gue beberapa hari lalu gue instal ulang demi menyelamatkan hardwarenya. Beberapa minggu belakangan komputer gue suka bluescreen. Jadi berdasarkan insting sotoy komputer gue, gue putusin buat instal ulang. Tapi belakangan abis gue ngobrol sama temen SMA yang ternyata sering benerin komputer orang, bluescreen itu biasanya disebabkan oleh rusak RAM. Jadi karena RAM gue ada 2 keping, jadi gue copotin salah 1-nya dan VOILA komputer gue udah ga bluescreen lagi. Seems everything is okay? No, it isn't. Gue udah keburu instal ulang.

Kenapa instal ulang malah jadi masalah?
Pas gue instal ulang kemaren, pas sesi copy data-data dari CD ke windows, ada beberapa file yang ga bisa di-copy. Gue pikir daripada kelamaan di-retry terus ya akhirnya gue skip. Udah ada warningnya sih kalo ga copy file-file itu ntar windows gue ga bisa berjalan baik.
Dan warning itu bener-bener kejadian.

Semalem gue udah niat buat nyiapin bahan buat belajar ujian. Slide bahasa Indonesia pun udah gue satuin dengan susah payah. Komputer gue sekarang bener-bener LEMOT gara-gara RAMnya cuma 512MB doang TT
Trus pas gue mau print... JRENG gue baru sadar kalo printer gue belom diinstal. Trus gue coba instal. Biasanya gampang. Tinggal dihubungin doang, trus driver-nya bisa keinstal sendiri. But you know what? GATOT.
Ga ada printer yang bisa diinstal karena ada beberapa file yang ga terdeteksi. YA, file-file yang hilang itu adalah file-file yang gue SKIP pas instal ulang kemaren.

Alhasil, gue coba search di internet, cari solusi kemana-mana. Semalaman. Tapi sama sekali ga berhasil. DOH. Niat gue buat tidur cepet semalem kandas dengan sukses demi ambisi gue buat nge-print bahan ujian. TSK
Akhirnya gue pun pasrah, tidur. Hari ini dilanjutin lagi.
Cari-cari lagi... searching lagi... apapun usaha udah gue lakuin. Tapi NIHIL. Akhirnya gue putusin buat install ulang komputer gue LAGI.
Tapi niatan instal ulang ternyata ga terwujud juga. Gue malah milih buat repair. Males setting ulang lagi sih. Abis di-repair, tetep aja ga bisa. Mau copy filenya langsung dari CD, malah error. Grrr

Dan beginilah gue sekarang, dimana seharusnya gue udah mulai belajar serius tanpa komputer alias udah pegang HARDCOPY materi, gue malah masih pake komputer karena mesti belajar langsung dari komputer. Tsk.

Ngomong-ngomong soal hardcopy, sebenernya sih hal ini menentang ajakan GO GREEN yang lagi digalakin sekarang. Soalnya kalo ngeprint pasti ngabisin kertas + tinta + listrik. Tapi gimanapun buat belajar gue lebih PREFER buat HARDCOPY daripada SOFTCOPY alias baca langsung pake file di komputer.
Dan menurut catatan sejarah di otak gue tentang gimana gue belajar, gue ga pernah sukses belajar kalo pake softcopy. Damn.

Sudahlah, daripada gue ngabisin waktu buat ngomel-ngomel gaje di blog, mending gue pake waktu yang berharga ini *24 hours remaining to the last exam* buat belajar. Eits, koreksi. Paling nggak gue mesti ngumpulin niat super kuat buat belajar dari layar kotak ber-frame hitam ini. Geez.

See you then~

Well guys, Binusmaya has shown my result!!
But Algo's n Indonesian's score still, ugh, haven't be shown >___<

Here's my complete result: (minus algo + Ind)
English : 96
Discrete Math: 85 -->SAVE!!!!! pas2an dapet A nih...kyknya beneran deh switch gue yang bertransformasi jadi gate disalahin ;(
Linear Algebra: 100 -->kyknya si dosen ga ngeliat hasil akhir deh..*ato ga menyadari manipulasi jawaban gue??!* Who knows?
Intro IT: 88
Algo Practical: 89

I'm still waiting for REAL COMPLETE RESULT~
since today (Monday) is holiday, so maybe the result'll be out tomorrow ;)
I'll edit this post soon when the result's there :)
Hoping....hoping............

1 week passed away since i had my mid-exam!
Actually, the result must be in binusmaya, but until now it hasn't appeared yet T_____T
But...........
Some of my lecturer give each result in class time~

So, this is little part of the result:
Algorithm and Programming (Practical)-->yang bikin gue*pake gue aja ah* nangis2 n stress berat krn gue pikir kesalahan gue tuh fatal bgt: ternyata 88!!!! gue sampe teriak2 gejeh ga peduli nasib temen2 gue yang lain yg miris dapet kecil semua, kecuali rombongan Randi cs n Simon cs. gue boleh seneng dong ama hasil ini.hehehe...
English-->gue udah targetin dapet A sih: 92/96 (gue lupa)
PTI or Introduction of Information Technology-->yang bahannya BUANYAK banget, 371 hal: 89!! (sama ama Randi + Charles nih. Tapi gue jelas ga main contek lho ya!! Yang ada nguras otak buat ngarang jawaban esainya..

Others??
It hasn't revealed yet T_____T
Discrete Mathematics: although i have class in last saturday, but he (my lecturer) didn't say anything about giving our result.
Indonesian: The lecturer didn't come so i must wait till next week T_T
Algorithm and Programming (Theoretical): He didn't come without any information before!!! SEBEL!!! since at Tuesday i only have Algo class, then he didn't come?? WTF!!
Linear Algebra: the lecturer was so busy in explaining the material for 2 meetings (next week is offclass, FYI) so he didn't say anything about the result. he only ask that 4# question is little hard to do (agak susah?? sangat susah kali!!!) he amazed me that he can finish explaining 2 meetings materials in only 1 hour!! (1 shift is 100 minutes) It means the time to take lunch is longer :)

So, i'm still hoping that my Discrete Math, algo, and linear alj's result is fine. It means i can get A for all subjects (perfectionist XD).
Remembered that i do Boolean gate for Boolean Switch in Discrete math, do ngasal for pseudocode in algo, and manipulated the number in linear alj XP
hoping...hoping......
if i really got A for all of my subjects, then i can tell Mom so she'll be very happy~

Note: i feel guilty to my friends that i got highest score in English, bcos at the night before d test i still forumming and didn't study. But i'm sure my friends study hard for this test ;)
My auntie comments when i ask my result: harusnya dapetin A tuh gampang soalnya anak Binus kan banyak liburnya.
Yeah, i agree with that. before-mid-test-term i have lots of holiday. then my schedule doesn't full of class (in Wed n Fri i have no class).
But, after-mid-test-term is full of assignments!!
OMG...i still regret why i live in Kelapa Gading, far away from my campus that make me confused when there are team's assignments :(

It means that I have to work harder!!!
Ganbatte!!!
Hwaiting!!!!

PS: Zuna, Tanjoubi Omedetou ne~
jgn lupa traktir sushi XD

Yeah, as i posted before, I'm still having mid-exam!!!
Actually, since i have 6 subjects, so i had 6 exam days, one subject for each day.
I also have practical exam at Nov 8th.
For most of you, readers, I've told you how's this exam going >.<
It sooo........that make me wanna jump from 8th level of my campus!!!
But since you, readers, always wait for me, miss, care, and love me, i wouldn't do that, guys!!!
*ditabok*

Well, back to the main topic, my main exam.
This is my schedule:
Nov 18th: Discrete Mathematics
Nov 20th: Linear Algebra
Nov 24th: English
Nov 25th: Introducing Information Technology
Nov 26th: Indonesian
Nov 27th: Algorithm and Programming

Anjriiiittt!!!!!!
4 days full of exams everyday!!!!!
Grrrr..........

Until now, i've finished 2 exams.

First, Discrete Mathematics: The questions make me dizzy and crazy!!!!!!!
I was so stupid that i make Boolean Gate to answer question asking to make switching Boolean!!!
I really hope my lecture doesn't mind since he didn't explain Boolean topic. He just ask us to read it from his fotocopy paper.
Pak, baek dikit ya!!! Kan udah 2 kali ga masuk di pertemuan terakhir, ga jelasin pula. *ngeles*

Second, Linear Algebra: Why are you asking to solve SPL (angkanya pecahan n puluhan boo) with OBE alias Gauss Jordan method???????
Grrrrr.........
There are 4 questions. Question number 1-3 is, yeah, easy enough for me since i believe that Linear Algebra is the easiest subject i have right now (English too).
But, question number 4 make me take lot of time to think.
With full self-confident, i answer it directly with pen! Oh yeah, i forgot to tell you that my Alin lecture asked to answer his questions by using pen only!
Hmm...
Then i try to answer it as teliti as i can.
But.............
In the end, i must count the number at thousands range!!!
So i think to find the answer by using elimination (SMU method XDD), JUST TO KNOW that my long and hard job is correct or not.
AKKKKKHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ternyata, the final answer is only on hundreds range!!!
Hhhh...
I've answered WITH PEN, then my answer is SO far from true answer????!!!!!!!
Yeah, as you predicted (maybe), i re-answer it as fast as i can.
But, fast answer tidak dijamin bener!!
100 minutes to answer all questions is almost over...
Selesai sih jawab ulang, tapi TETEP AJA HASILNYA GA SAMA AMA HASIL ELIMINASI!!!!
FRUSTRATED!!!!!
Ting tong!
The time is over.
Gw pun terpaksa keluar meski terpaksa bgt *pengen tetep di kelas tp udah diusir ama yg jaga dgn ancaman bakal dikurung kalo ga keluar2 juga* Nope, I'm just kidding XDDDD
Yeah, untuk kedua kalinya, i hope my "lovely" lecture doesn't mind with the final answer, but points it from the way i do it >.<

Right now, I'm still counting star in the sky *halah* eh still waiting for the next exams...

I'm so frustrating with this exams since someday ago my mother started send SMS: (this already translated in English since ga mungkin nyokap gw ngomong pake inggris XDD)
Mother: Hey is there any beasiswa in Binus??? Or beasiswa for students who don't have lots of money (keluarga ga mampu geto)??? (di kampus Nee ada tuh beasiswa buat keluarga ga mampu)
I: Nope, there isn't. beasiswa only for students who have IP above 3,5.
Mother: Really?? Masak g ada beasiswa buat keluarga krg mampu??
I: Yupe. Beasiswa is only for Coem Laud students. *sorry i don't know how to write "kumlaut" in English*
Mother: Hmm... so can you achieve that??? Get IP 3,5??
I: I don't know. It is still processing.... >.<
*I really translate it cos my mother ga mungkin send SMS with English and her language is more difficult to understand for orang normal XDDD

Those SMS really make me frustrated with exams!!
Yeah, u pasti know how's the feeling of a child who only have a mother to work and earn money.

I'll work hard, guys!!!!